the princess wishes to die peacefully

I now possess the body of Ophelia, the villainess in the story The Crown Prince Returns'. And just like the protagonists in the other reincarnated novels, I thought I would fare well. I died by getting guillotined the first time, the second time was getting my limbs torn apart, third was suicide by poison, and by the fourth time, I was struck with arrows atop the throne. And by the fifth restart, even if I tried to stray from the original storyline, I would still be doomed to die. "Concoct a poison for me. Not one that's painful, but one that'll kill me slowly." Therefore, this time, with all my heart and soul, I wished to die properly for once. "After I ascend the throne, are you leaving me behind?" "I sincerely hope that her highness survives, no matter what." "Your Highness, I wish to get to know you better." All these people surrounding aren't letting me die off easily! !